Ive lost nearly everything, my pc is back but when i turned it on i realized pretty much all my projects including some that where months, even more than a year in progress, they were gone, im just, really no longer feeling like it anymore, i know this sounds pathetic

but now i feel like i need a longer break just to process the fact i have to truly restart, i have been with this pc for 3 years and now having to guide myself purely out of what is left and what i remenber is gonna be really hard to me, theres stuff i know i will just simply never see again, it cements the negative way i see change in life but sometimes you have to chose if you have to quit to never suffer again or to go with the suffering to see if you will get further this time, i will try to get back at my feet and probably will soon but for now, thanks for reading, cya until next time.